Anonymous asked
Hello I just wanted to tell you that it's not fair to not end your story "Not Now" for us :( I get that you lost inspiration and get bored of this band but at least you could've give this story to end by someone else ;( I wish I can read the end of this story :(

notnow-letsdance:

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not fair, jesus christ. the nerve of you fucking entitled children. i was going to kill myself. excuse me for prioritizing my mental health over something i poured my heart into three years ago.

you honestly think this story would be the same if i “give it” away for someone else to end? you think anyone but myself knows of the depth of this story and all the hidden hints and all the precise words and the emotional toll it takes to write out every agonizing detail of your struggle with unbearable depression? do you have any fucking idea? this story may not seem like much, but it has a lot more of my whole being intertwined between each letter of each word than you will ever know. this wasn’t an easy story to write, and it wasn’t an easy story to abandon. to give it away… would be a fucking disgrace to the story, to the people who helped me along the way, to the people who read it, to the trouble i went through to write it, and to myself. the only one who would benefit from it is well… people like you. people who don’t value the story. you may like it, and I appreciate that, but you don’t value it. you walked in three years too late and feel entitled to more. how the fuck does that make sense. how could someone be so selfish.

i never lost inspiration. my depression ended up swallowing me whole and i couldn’t write. even to this day, i think of all the little ways i could make this story grow. it’s still alive within me. i just can’t get the words out. i also grew up. i grew out of the feelings that fueled this story, and grew into worse ones that crippled me.

not fair to you

thinking I owe you something when I’ve done nothing but give you my blood, sweat, and tears and asked for nothing in return.

that’s not fair to me.

Anonymous asked
In that case, I'm sorry if you couldn't :( I was just really dissapointed because I kinda love your writing and I come over everyday just to check out if you posted anything. Anyways, if you can't or don't want to write you really don't have to
Anonymous asked
I kinda lost hopes on you

sorry that my life has been a mess

"I keep telling myself that I was never in love with him in the first place. I just fell in love with the idea of having him as mine. I fell in love with the idea of being with someone who is normal. But not in love with the person. I never felt that towards him.
Stupid poetic bullshit so I can try to erase him from my memories and that I am still very much in love with him.”

Anonymous asked
Baby its halfway through april already. Did you forget anything?

y …
ye….
yes….

Ujo

tomarktofusausages:

iwritetomark:

Rating: PG

A/N: For the student!Tom, tutor!Mark prompt I received a few weeks back from an anon. Sorry it took forever, I’m currently having a holiday. :)

LINK TO IT

woah, I loved this so much! plus, I’m still planning on doing some fanart, inspired by this <3 yay

the quality is not the only thing that’s crappy ;)

tomarktofusausages:

I did a thing.

inspired by iwritetomark: x

he’s way cuter in reality ♥

Anonymous asked
Hi, i am that anon who asked you for translate your 2 stories and i want to tell you one think. i was uploading them again and.... so i was like all happy, writing down your url and from all the happines i wrote iwrotetomark and my friend saw that and we started laugh so hard my head still hurt 'n my friends belly still hurts too. (It's edited now but can you imagine????????)

you know what’s the most hilarious part of this thing is

i haven’t written any tomark for maybe two months now 

so iwrotetomark can be accurate hHAHAAHHA 

Ujo

tomarktofusausages:

iwritetomark:

Rating: PG

A/N: For the student!Tom, tutor!Mark prompt I received a few weeks back from an anon. Sorry it took forever, I’m currently having a holiday. :)

LINK TO IT

woah, I loved this so much! plus, I’m still planning on doing some fanart, inspired by this <3 yay

THAT WILL BE SO RAD!!

Anonymous asked
so, aren't you writing nyr? >:c

he ehehehehehe


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